I figured it out

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& now I don't know what to do. It's not that I don't know what to do, its that I don't want to do what I (think) know to do. Why must this be so confusing? 

I'm concerned that if I act contrary to instinct then I'll be left with a mess.







I'll once again be employing time in the hopes that I'm wrong...

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